Truth be told i've been in a sort of melancholy for the past very months, and that has not been great. Over the last year as I've delt with my depression I've had a good few ups and downs, with only one real break down. But most of the time i's been a sort of middle ground with no real feeling at all. Just a gernal appathy towards pretty much everything.

So that is the truthful reason why there are no new photos, or new writtings. I've wanted to do both, I really have, but then it comes to going for that walk to use my camera, or sitting in fornt of my computer or with my book and pen to write, I just lose all compultion and will to do so.

It's a struggel to do bother to do anything really.

I hate to whine and I long ago told my self I won't use this little gray box to whine, but I felt that I should acctually give an explation as to why there is no thing new even tho i promised there would be.
Hope you all don't hold it agiest me and all.

Later days

p.s. I do find it ironic that I'm most known on DA for my "Smile" photo and that I'm drepressed and smiling is the lest of the thinks i want to do.